I’ve made up my mind. We’re going home, lol! Really, Kennedy asking me to go home everyday and wanting things to be how they were, have definitely made an impact. Naturally, it’s got me thinking and I’m ready as well. Home is where the heart is. For me, us, that’s San Diego.
We won’t be leaving immediately, it’ll basically be in exactly 4 months (max). I want to give myself time at my new job before relocating back to the west coast. Luckily, it’s entirely remote, but you know, still want to prove my worth and whatnot before I let them know. Either way yaw, I’m excited and ready to go home. I feel as if I’m capable of doing anything. This move, has definitely given me a different way of thinking, but I also know you can’t run from anything.
It may sound silly, but I hoped moving would also kind of clear away negative feelings/thoughts I was having. Essentially a brand new person in a brand new state. The first month or so, it really did help. But the more my daughter continued asking about going home, my family, and daycare. Those same feelings/thoughts/etc crept right back in. I most certainly was emotionally running from things, but I think I’ll be in a much better place when I return home.
I have a few things planned before I go home, and I’m hoping this will put Kennedy and I in the best position. I’ll share more in the upcoming posts, even my thoughts on Raleigh, but yaw .. yay.
I’m goin goin, back back, to Cali Cali 🌴