I don’t know what’s changed these last few days, but I have a very good feeling about the remaining weeks of 2020. Its not as if my problems all magically disappeared, but more along the lines of giving myself positive vibes. This will ensure next year lol starts off on the right foot.
My negative ways of thinking still attempt to come to the forefront of my mind, but I’m trying to focus on what I can control. I know this will take time. I intend to keep working on this aspect until it no longer holds power over me. I’m just glad, that I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel.
The move is approaching, and I’m not scared, just awed of the actions I’m taking. I’ve been too comfortable these last few years. Comfortable in the fact that I know what to expect, even if it’s shitty. Too comfortable I’m not striving for more, or getting easily knocked down. Not this time. Despite my shortcomings I know what I want and what I’m capable of obtaining.
if you’re like me, every year is probably your year. Or maybe last year wasn’t, but this year will be different. Either way, let’s not talk about it and be about it.